….see you like this Amma. Why is God so cruel with you? I am questioning God and His intentions, right from the time you have been admitted in the hospital last Friday. But then, I am not sure to whom I should turn to at this moment and I am going back to Him, praying that your pain should go off very soon. I hope He is hearing all our prayers.
Just when I think life is going a bit smooth, there comes a big storm. Its been like this for a while. I can tolerate anything happening to me, but to see you suffer like this infront of my eyes – I am unable to control my tears.
Every time you open your eyes slowly to search for me and sis, and ask if we had had food, my heart aches. Its always about us isnt it? You never bothered about you and thats why we are here. Please Amma, dont do this anymore.
If this is way I get to stay with you for a week long, I dont even wish that. I just want you safe and sound, throughout your life.
Please God, dont trouble my Amma any more. She has had enough.
PS – Amma had to undergo an unexpected surgery this morning and thankfully she is ok now. She is still in a lot of pain and I see her leave silent tears in her so-called-sleep. Please keep my Amma in your prayers.