is all I am experiencing at the same time. I cant believe my dreaded moment is here already – S started to Chennai after procrastinating for two days. It really is a tough decision, much harder one than it seemed. Its just 15mins since he left and I cant say how much he is being missed. I cant even start to think how am I going to pull myself and manage everything from tomorrow. At this moment, with tears blurring away the screen – I am not even thinking straight.
Hopes and prayers are my only solace now.